Wars, poverty, politics, racism, terrorism this world is the saddest place. But if you were among the lucky few who are not facing those problem then you should be completely happy. Yet, you surely do not wake up smiling with pleasure every day, because most probably you are facing your own catastrophic problems; and maybe (god forbids) you are facing hate. But the real problem occurs when you become the person who hates, that mean person who reacts to stress on the spot without giving any attention to the feelings of other people. You realize that you have lost sympathy, where you know nothing about the strength of your hate.
I am a big believer that hate is much stronger than love. Hate hits you when you’re not looking, it consumes, and it eats you up, it changes you, creating a monster who can’t feed on nothing else but hate. And why is that? How could a good person change to become such a monster? Could it be that hate is a normal reaction of being hurt in the first place, or is it the normal human nature?
It is very easy to adopt the second reason due to the fact that you cannot change it, yet I believe in good souls that remain good no matter how much hate is consumed.
Through my life I was never in a position to judge, hurt or hate. But the more that I live the more that I get kicked down by my numerous disappointments (yes they are humans). Those disappointments started to change me, they started to transform me to become like them. Become a person that hurts, that envies, that disses without even thinking about that other poor person. That person might have hurt me first, but now I’m backlashing with a ten times stronger hit. Because I can! Because I am strong, because I’m confident and because that person started it! But if that person was so low to hurt a person that was nice to him, then I am no better than him when I feed him/her back with their own poison.
I finally woke up today realizing that hate is a weakness, it’s my weakness so I decided to overcome it. We should wash away the negativity that has been consuming us for so long. From this moment on I wanna fight hate, and my own hate is my only enemy, while keeping a lot of boundaries through love and respect. That’s how it should be, if they wanna hate, well, let Karma deal with them. And that is how I am chasing inner peace !